no pain felt today..

"today i saw somthing new, & actually its you.
your not a stranger to my eye but one to my heart,
i hope that will change to.
today is different my eyes are clear,
& the pain isnt near.
i looked up not a cloud in sight all i saw was the sun gleaming bright.
tho to my suprise i can tell you see past my eyes,
deep down into my soul u saw something thats now not so cold.
i try to keep a content smile,
hopng all this im doing will be worthwhile.
would this love be ilicite?
if so it would make me words be explicit
i hope this feeling wont go away after all there was no pain felt today.."

laces.

when you're little, and you just learned how to tie your shoes, you never tie em tight enough so you end up trippin and fallin all over yourself. but as you grow up, you tie em in a way they won't fall apart and make you hurt yourself. the same thing can be said when you like someone. you leave your laces untied, in hopes that the person you like will be the one to knot em together so you will no longer fall the wrong way and hurt yourself. for those that don't understand the metaphor, it's basically when you open yourself to someone and hope they'll reciprocate feelings so that you won't end up with hurt feelings and disappointment -- & untied laces. I just think that at a certain point you either know this method works for you ... or it doesnt.

Fantasy is wht we want..

REALITY IS WHT WE NEED... reality is nothing more than a slap in the face. when you wake up from the perfect dream & then you say to yourself
" ... shit, i was dreaming" .
i guess ill forever sleep .
... dreaming is far greater than reality will ever be.

TRUTH.

This is simply the truth and nothing but it...

"I never thought I’d.. be in love like this

When I look at you my mind goes on a trip

And you came in.. and knocked me on my face

Feels like in I’m a racebut I already won first place

I used to be commander and chiefof my pimp ship flyin high

til i met my big strong missle

that shot me out the sky

Until I crash it

I don’t know how it happened

But I know it feels so damn good

So I gotta put the good with the bad,

happy and the sad

So I’ll bring a better future than

I had in the pastoh Cause,

I don’t wanna make the same mistakes I did

... sometimes love knocks you down... "